People, I'n not who I said I am......I m Not an alien! I cut myself and watch all those little bits of blood come out and make a mess. Then it hit........."i bleed"............Worlds Coming to an end! Bullshit they been saying that for 600 years. When are they going to stop trying figue out how to stop it when they could enjoy life. I know I would if my life was anygood. My weekend was pretty damn good.

Today is a sad day for me. But oh well what can I do about it. Any way I offical got over ~name withdrawn~ Yesterday I found a bag of crack........."i see a red door and want to paint it black" That song was on, I freaked. I started talking to my pictures of her ~i Drew it~ screaming at my pic, find myself total out of control. that poor picture is now cutt up and stabbed to my wall. What di I have to say:
I loved her so I
let her go...........

Yesterday I lost it for sure, I was talking to god or who ever was listening. And you know I hate him, and that other guy (devil). So I don't know what to really believe in. It sucks when times get like that . I just I had a fish. Or maybe a turtle or a possume. Yeah I'll get a possume. Damn I would have been here today. I was told that something was suppose to happen but so far nothing going on. O well nothing to do about that. Oh yeah before I forget, I goiong for gold,
I going to ask her out, again
THANKS ARIEL!!!!!!!!!!I HAVE COURAGE!!!!!!!!

............I lost my mind. Candra bad girl, screwed me over. Drained my heart, into a spade. why am I talking like that? Anyways my weekend what okay I got to hang out with my dad and the rest of and splitted family
note to self
kill

well, its been two whole of pain and insanity. In words other words I'm going fine. I'm begining to think my feels for other people is just a bunch of bull shit, and my heart.....well....I stop using that damn thing since Les Enfant Terribles. what a painful world I live in. And you too live in a this world dear reader. so "HA" I spit on the lemons.



When life gives you lemons
you make lemonade
so bring out you demons
and go get saved!
or you enjoy the shit you have
dance in blood
with your friends and laugh
and share each other love

if ask to god
What thou shall do?
god said "i have to pee"
and "I don't like you"
"Go save yourself
i'm tired and lazy"
"why don't you preten your an elf
run in circles and act crazy"
"but hurry we're out of time
jugdement is at court
soon everyone will be mine
AND WE'LL DO THE TIME WARP!!!!!!!!!
LET'S DO THE TIME WARP AGAINNNNN!!!
LET'S GOING THE TIME WARP AGAINNNN!!!!!!!
it's just a jump to the left
THEN A STEPP TO RIGHTT!!!!
put your hands on your hips
AND BRING KNEE IN REAL TIGHT
AND LET YOU PELVIS THRUST
UNTILL IT DRIVES YOU INSANE ANE ANE ANE ANE!!!!!!!!!!
LET'S DO THE TIME WARP AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!
LET'S DO THE TIME WARP AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!